Saturday, November 27, 2004

Here is a dilemma: I'm in love..

Yes i'm in love but truth be told, there is no way I can be with the person i'm in love with...There is about a million obsticals in our path..or my path rather b/c he doesn't realize how much in love with him I am..
ODD to form, it has nothing to do with sex or anything like that. Tho. I do wonder what it would be like....I just want to be with this person like 24/7. and When I'm not talking to him my heart is broken and torn inside. :( I dunno how to fight these feelings. He has his own life and sex life to tend with and i'm sure he doesn't need me fringing on his parade. but Still HOW DO I Stop LOVING SOMEONE with as much intensity as I am feeling right now. I'm not eating normal..like i usually do when i'm in the first stages of love.. I haven't eaten in 24 hours..nor do i feel hungry. I guess I should go eat something..but its tottally going to be healthy.

You see i'm tottally not normal.

Well thats one of my many dilemma's i'm fighting with at the current time.

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